SUNSHINE BLOGGER AWARD | FEAR OF DARK

Okay, it's surprising that a few bloggers have awarded me with this "Sunshine Blogger Award!". I'm so touched that I never thought I would be someone who will shine other people's life. I would like to thank Lya Amie for nominating me. I don't really know how to start this entry because it's my first time ever writing in English in this blog. It's quite awkward to be honest because I don't know how to make "pun intended" kind of post since I am naturally a joker when using Malay Language? Never mind, let's give it a try. There's no harm in trying right?

So, above are the rules that I need to follow in order to complete this Sunshine Blogger Award (suddenly the song of "you are my sunshine" popped out in my mind lol. Since she disabled right click in her blog, I had to screencapture the rules. Thanks for making my life so difficult Lya (had to retype the questions as well) HAHA.

Without further ado, let's start to answer the questions

1) A simple introduction about yourself and your blog

I am a future teacher InshaAllah in the nearest time.  Previously, I don't really want to become a teacher. I don't even know how on earth I could be in this profession but after going through 5 and a half years of training, I fall in love with the profession :) . I am 24 years old and single (lol do you have to mention that Syed?). Definitely not a short-tempered person but don't go beyond my limit. I could be your worst nightmare. I don't really have a specific niche for this blog because my blog simply talks about everything. If I think that the issues are worth to be written, I just literally knocking my laptop's keyboard (since I only blog using laptop).

2) What's your fear or phobia? Why?

I don't know what I am fear of. I think maybe I have this fear of dark places. Even though I am dark, it doesn't mean that I am fear of myself. NOOOO hahaha. I have this different feeling when I am strolling around the city in the dark. I am not scared of ghost or any abnormal things, but I am more insecure with the people around me. I am scared that some random people I met by the roadside would rape me or something hahaha. (you're not a girl syed!). Please don't believe this, it's not even true.

3) What makes you happy? Why?

Happiness is something  that is very subjective. Different people has different views about what happiness is. For me, I am not that hard-to-please kind of person, little things like a smile in the morning could make me happy. That's why its important for you to smile to every person you met because you never know how your smile could change someone's world. In the blogging world, I am happy to receive a lot of positive feedback from the bloggers and random people as well. I never thought that my blog could inspire them. I like to eat and eating my favorite food could make me happy as well. You don't need to impress me with presents or gifts during my birthday, you can just bring me to any good restaurant and I could be happy for the rest of my life. why? because food is like a therapy for everyone! hehe.

4) What is the thing that you would like to change about yourself? Why?

This question is pretty hard for me to answer because I love myself. Every inch of me is perfect from the bottom to the top! (lol it's Meghan Trainor's song!). If I am given the opportunity to change myself, maybe I would want to be a little bit fair. I know that black is the sexiest thing in this world but I need to look good in pictures too. I hate it when I need extra lighting to capture a photo of myself (sometimes, not every time). However, I'm grateful that I stumbled a lot of blog posts saying that dark-skinned men are the sexiest men in this world. So, I changed my decision. I don't want to change anything hahahaha so indecisive me..

5) What was the last movie you watched and the last book you read? How was it?

The last movie I watched was...I can't remember any! That movie must be damn boring so that's the reason why I don't have any idea of it hahaha. Book? it's been so long since I read books. I have the same answer as well, I can't remember any of it because it's stored in my short-term memory. I need to sit and meditate for 2 days only then I can remember all the movies I had watched and the books I had read. Sorry for not answering this question nicely hahahaha.

6) When was the last time you broke someone's heart? Why?

Recently?  I don't know how to answer this question haha. Sometimes we thought that "yeah, she's the one!" but you know you just suck in relationship. I think, we know what we want and everyone should respect that. To live together until we're getting old by days need a lot of patience and tolerance. If you can't even tolerate with his/her weaknesses. How do you expect to live as a happy couple for the rest of your life? Marriage or relationship is not something that you can toy with. If you don't like someone, tell him/her straight in their face. Stop giving false hope.

7) Wash dishes, clean bathroom or vacuum the house?

Is it compulsory for me to choose any of the chores above? hahahaha I choose not to do anything and laying on bed doing nothing! can I? hehe kidding. For me, I would prefer to vacuum the house. Since I don't own any vacuum in my house, it must be fun if I have that opportunity to hold a vacuum cleaner and 'playing' with it! I will always wash my dishes every time I have finished eating my food. It doesn't feel good when someone has to wash you dishes. Don't be selfish, you have to clean your own shit. Don't depend too much on others and try to ease someone else's burden especially your mother.

8) Where do you see yourself in 10 years?

School. I'll be in school like for the rest of my life after this. If there's any opportunity for me, maybe I would want to be a lecturer so I could be in the campus teaching the university students.

9) What is that one thing you will never do?

I am that kind of person who likes to try something new. So, I am up to any new challenges even if it's difficult for me to cope with. I love that feeling I had when I had done something new and out-of-my-capabilities. (I am serious about this one)

10) If you could eat only one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be?

Since I love eating and trying new food, I am offended by this question!. It's not fair, it must be difficult to make a decision. I can't even respond to the question "where to eat" properly and now you asked me to answer what meal will I have for the rest of my life? No, you ain't getting any answer from me hahaha I can't make any decisions right now. Everything looks so delicious and tempting when it comes to food. You get me?

11) Name 2 items and 1 person you'll bring along to survive with on a deserted island. Why?

Okay this one is pretty easy for me to decide. Two things I would bring are wok and spatula. I would bring along my mother to survive with me because she is a great cook. Having a wok and spatula would help us to survive longer on that island! (if only I know how to start a fire). Wait, can I bring a lighter as well? so it's easier to make a campfire and cook everything we want haha.

Okay I think that's all from me. Sorry for not being able to make new questions and nominate other bloggers to answer my questions. I am not good in making questions haha and most of blogs that I read, have been nominated by someone else. I'm so happy to be able to publish my first post in English for this blog (okay lame)